Little rough patches…

Posted by: restlessecstasy  :  Category: 2008, Frustrated

It’s been a while since I posted…

I’ve drafted so many posts but never got around to finish them, but today I’m going to sit down and finish up this one! Ok, so I’ve got exams in like 2 weeks. *shudders*
Good news - I only have 2 subjects, Bad news - I haven’t TOUCHED my books yet. Every time I start to study, I am distracted; mostly by my stupid mind which wants to take me away to my fantasy worlds every 5 minutes. So, I end up thinking about those fantasies for hours and finally when I come back down to Earth I cant remember what I was studying earlier. This happens over and over again and I end reading one paragraph in my notebook the WHOLE DAY. Amazing what the mind can do to you eh? *sighs*

So, all this ends up in procrastination. My mind is too exhausted after all that fantasizing so I take breaks in between to relax the mind (Oh, the irony) So I go online… what a way to de-stress yourself ha? Yeah, so that’s what I do. Late at night I fret…. I fret about wasting time and start studying…..After a couple of minutes, I’ve fallen asleep! Early next morning, I begin the procrastination again…. :(

Just wanted to vent about it. Things in my life aren’t going too well at the moment.

I really hope that I won’t flunk this exam.