http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy This and That about Life and its Paradoxes Sat, 07 Feb 2009 14:28:13 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Days go by as I wait long hours to hear your voice, to see your smile. It seems so easy for you to go on everyday, without me by your side. I wonder why my heart breaks every time we speak or meet. Knowing that you cannot fathom my feelings, my emotions and my mood swings. I need you to hold me, hug me tight and ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=50 It's the way You make me feel when lying under the duvet holding me, caressing me, Your stare fixed upon me burning into mine. There seems to be a mix of aggression and calmness creating a paradox in Your emotions It thrills me yet I am afraid to explore this unchartered ground. Your fingertips digging into my skin while you hold me ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=48 I love the way you look at me, With those big and dark brown eyes. And whenever I'm down with the blues You'll always make me smile I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. And when you make love to me My body and soul - you soothe. I love the way ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=47 I LOVE THE WORLD!! ...says Discovery Channel ofcourse ;) It's great to be optimistic innit? I miss being optimistic...so I'm going to start being all happy and positive about everything once again! So what's good about these days is that: 1) It's raining!!! That always means hot chocolate and loads ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=46 It's been great during the past two years when everything seemed to be falling into place at a normal pace. Studies, Work, Relationships, Friends; everything was nearing perfection... All of a sudden - SILENCE. Someone had pressed the fast-forward button. All I could hear was the whirring sound of the tape of ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=45 Yeah, I'm careless... I have now officially lost my NIC. You know what's worse? I can't remember how or where or when I lost it. I waited for two weeks, hoping that someone would've found it and sent it back by post. But no! Nothing. Nada. Zilch! So, I went to the ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=42 "Speak up, I love to hear your voice" he said. "No can do, my mom might hear" she whispered. "What are we doing Dan? I'm so confused.." "We are floating about remember?" he said. "Listen Sasha, I want you to be sure...I want you to know that I wont push you into ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=41 Driving downtown The view was breathtaking Looked out the window and saw the waves crashing Good friends Great music and the breeze to calm you It was all too good that moment, when we headed down town The birds were soaring making formations snake handlers roaming with eery music notations "Annaasi Annaasi" The hawkers yell "Its made of shark bone ma'am" the man with the beaded ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=40 Yeah, It’s tough… Moving on. But I’m going to at least try. I know everyone wants to know the reason behind it, but the truth is…no one will ever understand. In everyone’s eyes, I’ll always be the villain. Why? Because he’s the nicest guy a girl can ever find. Yes, ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=39 Yeah, I've finally decided to make the list official!! :] 1. Complete this list by adding up to 100 things on it. 2. Go back packing across the world and visit every possible city (Completed - Bangkok, Delhi, Agra, Rajastan) 3. Learn a new language and make sure I use it. 4. Swim ... http://yojimbo.org.uk/restlessecstasy/?p=37